Can't you feel the fade?

I've searched, all the gods know I have searched

For the letters that make up the words

There are only 26 of them, how hard can it be?

But it seemed that no combination will suffice

So I remain silent. 

I want to tell you that I miss you

That I want to crawl inside your skin 

To find the darkness and destroy it

To fight the sickness and consume it

But only if you let me

There are no words for the ache 

Of helplessness, it's so feeble

I know you're strong, stronger than me

Perhaps I'm not strong enough to deal 

With your sadness.

It's selfish I know, this is yours

This song is yours to play,
This poem is your to write

Just let me read and hear it 

Just let me in.

Did we need those fumes?

Did we need those dreams?

Did we lose something?

Or is this just me?

Fading.