.

The debt sinks deep into my bones, it doesn't drag me down, it finds a home.
I couldn't, wouldn't, ever want to fight it. You understand, It was I who invited it.
I owe it all to you, this life I lead. The happiness that streams from tears
The chains you broke lay scattered at my feet, replaced my suffering with new found fears.

The mind is filled horrors I can't stop. You stand upon the edge of a great drop.
I know that you alone can make this call, I pray to gods I don't believe in, please don't fall
And yet all of it feeds the monsters inside me, clawing at my skin and at my soul
I know you face much worse than this each day. I made mistakes, I've caused scars that I must own.

It's hurt, to walk across the glass, to enter in, to embrace you as the knives slide through my skin.
And I might slice my hand as I pull out each blade, but as I watch the demons deep within you fade,
The joy, the inexplicable happiness, that I, of all creatures have been allowed to make a difference
Erases any harm that you could cause to come to pass. I would follow you into the deepest darkness.

Blood has trickled, mingled and grown stronger.
Breathes grow ever deeper, ever longer.
Each cut is deeper. Each kiss is sweeter.
Each promise sealed on skin not paper. 

I will fight through every hell and depth
Through cavernous void and impassable cliff
I will not let you fail. I will not let you fall
I will stand beside you throughout it all.

Sometimes I will stumble, I will reach for your hand.
Some days I will hide, as the anger commands
Some nights I will cry, and the words will not come
But I will never leave and I will never  run.

We are two sides
Of the wrong coin
The world fights
The world groans

We will never be
What they thought of us
Love and heresy
In a wedding dress

But every day
It get simpler
Being okay
Gets easier.

And
it
all
comes
down
to 

this

I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.